TRIBUTE-"JOKER"...coming sun

MONOTONY!! a laother,...

phew!!,...how cud we live evryday and c da same occurances in a pattern ;VERONIKA in PAULO COELHOZ ;"VERONIKA DECIDES TO DIE"is so very apt with whose mental part in da first phase of the book i can identify mysef with,... i still dont kno why there is no break from monotony ,..i think bout the boredom frequently as i tread along doing a set f very identical tasks...,.it seems tresome ,..but still life has to go on therefore i spring bak to action frm the gestures of my ambience.,.else each of us wud become VERONIKA;...prodding over issues as basic as "the rising of sun";why in east ? its setting in the west,..hmmm these seem to be basics of lyf but wud not sync to bored soul;...i get up on weekends and thank myself to be doing every thing different,....everybody loves weekendz .4 da sole fact tat we do da same thngz dfferently wake up late ,brunch late,.....,this mch wud do.Even i hate much of philosophy,..m resuming wrk rte now ,.. :( ...have to adapt with people ,.. of course they form the world,..in which we live..,.,i wud reminiscent the saying "variety is the spice of lyf",...

dOES GOD really exist???

from a stauncly religious background it might sound genuinely crap?but why shud i believe in HIM wen i kno "seeing is believing"..no tats just a weird start but m really lost today ...lost ma N-73..the 1st gift a gal cud ever load herself wit ..tat too just a mnth after her confirmation...itz not many tymez tat a person gets 2 "get cnfirmed" i have almost pledged not to buy a cell for maself ..in ma ntre lyftym..still was never so careless..hpe m successful in ma endeavour...ya now the most important lesson i learned today...it really hurts wen its all bout ma buck ;felt the value of it ;itz actually priceless; ...like they say...."Too many ppl today know da price of evrythng n da value of nothin" ..was apt for me until this evenin...m dejected but m learnin..,.yes ,lernt it ...the hard way...GOD'S way they say f teaching pple...but m an atheist now..,,he cant do this to me alwayz ..."why me only?".....by da way i never got a chance to utter tis phrase if u were askin me whether i was through IIT's or IIM's for i shud have used it then too;for that matter .,.m tired ,..sobbed a lot ,...time 4 bed,..gudnyte...